is it really 2013?
as a child, this was classified as "the space age".
we were supposed to have flying cars by now!
and robots for maids.
well, maybe my whole thought process as a child was swayed by the jetsons.
but let's face it folks, we're livin' in the future!
and i'm about to turn...
gulp! 32!
these are the years i romantisized about as a child.
i constantly wished to be an adult.
i couldn't wait to be on my own, to have my own house, husband, children.
make my own rules!
a part of me feels like i'm lost somewhere between growing up and growing old.
i don't "feel" like an adult. at times i guess you could say i don't exactly act like one either.
i (we) have a house (and in the process of moving to another).
i have a husband.
i have a career.
no children yet though.
staring at the face of 32, i still feel like i have time.
but in the reality of things, i feel too old.
is that possible? are you with me?
when does it click that i am in my thirties?
maybe this will be the year.
maybe this will be the year that i finally feel "settled down".
hopefully our house will sell, we'll move to our forever home.
maybe think about having kids.
but that's still a bit down the road. i've still got some livin' to do!
and on that note, and better late than never, here are a few of my resolutions:
shed some pounds.
i know, i know, you've all heard this before.
this is my year. i'm gonna do it!
go to a salon and get a hair style! dang woman!
i've had the same one-length style for the past few years.
and i wear it the same way every. single. day.
it's time for a change.
bake more.
cook more.
spend more time in the kitchen.
be more homey and make things!
like body scrubs!
take more pictures and learn photoshop.
'nuff said.
have more adventures!
hiking, day trips, weekend getaways, sunday drives.
i've gots lots of living to do.
2013 is gonna be a great year.
let's do this!
